TORRES!

Congratulations to Torres on being a dad again! (and his wife of course)

06/12/2010

:-)

You are by far, the best thing happened to me! I have never felt like this before...

But I feel, I depend on you a lot. You might even notice it, but it's like my whole world revolves around you (yeah, I finally admit to this! >.<) I wish things were easier, and I really wish we could spend more time together.

Getting to know you - your likes or dislikes, your weird habits, thoughts about things, life in general. It's awesome. I honestly felt, that we are two very different people from two distinct worlds. But as time passes by, I feel that you and me are not that different. Unique yes, but not dissimilar.

I hope you understand me when I say this...
I miss you a lot, I do. And I want you to know that I am trying very hard for us to work. Please don't give up on me.

Helpless

Seeing you in pain makes my heartache.
Isn't there anything I could do to make you feel better?
If only you knew
How much you getting a good night's sleep means to me =(
Only you could see through my eyes...

On a serious note

You say - "If you ever cheat on me
That's OK if it it's with Nasri
But only him."

Like Them Hollister Models

So I was telling my bestie about you,
she goes "so what does he look like..?"
"like one of them Hollister model <3!"


PS - they all think you're an imaginary person! ;-)


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You say - "i don't care how i look, as long as you like it that's cool.
will be hotter in the summer, i promise!
i eat too much in winter"

:-)

The Wait

Each day now has become a burden to live 
Every passing minute feels longer than it is
Feels like I have lived my life already
There is nothing more i look forward to
In this life. 

While going to bed I wonder
That if I sleep tonight maybe I will sleep forever
I want to sleep forever. 

For now
I shut my eyes and wait...

Thank You

So we got this far...
Thank you for putting up with me for a month already :-)

I hope we can have lots of happy memories
To remind us,
Of the good times we spent together.

With you, life is fun!
A tiny distraction at times,
A place where I feel comfortable
Where I can be me.

More than a friend you are to me.
Closer than my best friend.
Thank you <3