Do I really deserve to get my heart broken second time round almost at the end of the year?

Thank you so much!

My silly best friend

I just received a birthday card from one of my best friends. She had forgotten to give it to me in person the last time I saw her, so she decided to post it to me. With a first class stamp and my home address she mailed the birthday card to me. I was well pleased to find a red envelope in the post addressed to me. Upon opening it, I found a birthday card

"On your December birthday
With best wishes


Memories are
Precious things
As everyone will know
And all the best ones
Follow Us
No matter where we go"

She didnt sign the card at all. No name, nothing. But it reminded me of all the silly memories we shared together. And yes I will cherish them forever.

Love you loads my YBP <3

I miss you... so very much

Hello, good morning, how ya do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
This is the way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how ya been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never thought I could fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
That I say I love You
This is the way
That I say I'm Yours
This is the way
This is the way

Lyrics:
Switchfoot - Learning to breathe

Scribbles 1.0

The 50th day
Here we are - 50 days later. Do you feel like you know me? Slightly better than we first met? Feel like I know you a lot more than we first started. But there's a long way ahead. You make me feel special. You know, the more I get to know you the more I want to know. 
I cannot even start to describe in words how amazing the day was. Thank you. 

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The 51st day
How confidently can you say that you actually know someone? Is it even possible to know the true you besides anyone but you. Today was different to yesterday. I felt bad for you cause you were ill. I hope you get well soon. 
I have never met anyone in my life who cares about me this much. You worry about me so much that you don't sleep anymore at night. This is insane! Can you imagine, that there is this one guy who is crazy about you? 
And there you were lying there, sleeping so peacefully. Only for 20mins ish you lay there, but I could look at your pretty face for hours and smile :-) 

Listening to your stories is like the best thing ever - I can only imagine how cute you looked when you were younger. 

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The birthday -the 52nd day
When I saw you today, I realized that I won't be seeing you till 2011! The though of not seeing you at all made me very sad. 
And there you were trying all sorts of ways to cheer me up. I shouldn't be so transparent at times. Bloody hate it! You had it all planned out - movie, lunch, gifts. And l ruined it all. By being depressed. I'm so sorry. But you know what: you singing me happy birthday was the highlight of my day :-) so thank you for everything - the panda, all the gifts, food, and for all the good memories. 

Best bear hugs in the whole wide world

Your arms are my safest hiding place
I can cry my heart out
Or shed tears of joy
Your arms are my safest hiding place for me
And you give the best bear hugs
My heart skips a beat
When whisper "yaaay"
And your eyes light up when your looking at me
You give the best bear hugs in the whole wide world!

P.S - I really hope you like your Christmas present. I'd be gutted if you didn't :-)

And introducing...

The newest member joining the bear family is...

Torres Panda Simpson-Fernandez!


Born on 12 December 2010, was a gift from you ^^/"

PS:
He's got your eyes
and your hoody
and your converse
and he smells like you =P

Dead and gone

I've been traveling along this road for too long
Just trying to find my way home
But the old me is dead and gone
Dead and gone. 





You should treasure me while I'm here.