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Tuesday 30 November 2010

The Panda & The Bear



Meet Liz-Panda and Bear

Miss Me

With so many things on my mind I try to sleep
But it feels like sleep has abandoned me
Feels like I haven't slept in a while...

Trust is something once lost, very hard to regain it back
But then you have to trust the other person and give them a chance to prove you right.
How am I meant to trust you, if you don't trust me?
All these things you taught me, I have learnt well.
Wish I could show you someday, that I'm not all that bad
As you think I am...
Maybe you don't even know me. Your own child.
Always tried my hardest to be your favorite.
But always there were flaws.
Seeked your appreciation but you only pointed out to my mistakes.

I feel like even if I try my best, you won't look at me twice. So might as well give up now.

Do you think if I'm gone you will come find me?
Maybe not.

Always wondered if anyone would miss me when I'm gone
Now is probably the right time to find out..

Monday 29 November 2010

You're The Sweetest One I Ever Met :-)

You say:

"i feel the same about you
i feel like
hmm
i don't care that you might hurt me
it feels worth risking.. if you know what i mean?
everything ive told you so far you've been awesome about
feel that i can trust you
oh i dunno, im not very good at saying things
just hope you get what i mean"


can you read my mind? can you hear what i wanna tell you...?

Sunday 28 November 2010

Your Song

I think if I could write a song about you, this song would probably be it. Sums up exactly how I feel about you :-)

*

It's a little bit funny
This feeling inside.
I'm not one of those
Who can easily hide.

I don't have much money
But boy if I did
I'd buy I big house where
We both could live.

So excuse me forgetting
But these things I do.
See I've forgotten if
They're green or they're blue.

Anyway the thing is...
What I really mean...
Yours are the sweetest eyes
I've ever seen.


And you can tell everybody
This is your song.
It maybe quite simple but
Now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is
Now you're in the world.

If I was a sculptor
But then again no.
Or a girl who makes potions in
A travelling show.
I know it's not much but
It's the best I can do.
My gift is my song and
This one's for you.

Oh..

And you can tell everybody
This is your song.
It maybe quite simple but
Now that it's done
I hope you don't mind (x2)
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is
Now you're in the world.

Lyrics:
Ellie Goulding - Your Song

Thursday 25 November 2010

Don't Wanna Try No More

What's the use of holding on...

Don't wanna try
.. no more

Runaway

I gotta leave, I gotta go,
there’s nothing here for me no more
I gotta be free, I gotta be
somewhere that I can just be me.
and I run run runaway, run run runaway,
run run runaway, I runaway.

Monday 22 November 2010

Me & You & My Medication

When your happiness knows no bounds
And everything just feels right
You start to get paranoid
Is this gonna last forever?
What if it doesn't?
What am I meant to do then?
Are you gonna break my heart
Into a million pieces
And not care?

I am crazy about you,
do you feel the same way too?

Sunday 21 November 2010

The Other Side of the World

With you, I feel I can be myself.
Don't need to pretend to be someone else
For once in my life.

It just feels right you know?

With your cooking and baking skills
Considering my likes and dislikes
You try to impress me
Don't you know - you had me at hello :)
With your care and affection,
You put so much thought into making
The national dish of South Africa - Bobotie
Laughing you say - Nelson Mandela would be proud of me
And indeed it was: amazing!
You say "if it goes wrong,
there is a pizza place around the corner"
To be honest - i'd eat it with a smile on my face
Cause you cooked it - just for me :)

You just know how to make me smile

I will cherish every moment I spend with you

And thank you, for everything...

Surprise Me!

You say, "Close you're eyes. I got a surprise for you..."

And then you surprise me with a cake you baked - just for me. A Malterser cake.

It means a lot to me... thank you <3

Thursday 18 November 2010

The Girl

I wish I could do better by you,
Cause its what you deserve.
You sacrifice so much of your whole life,
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams,
Sailing around the world,
Please know that I'm yours to keep,
My beautiful girl.

When you cry a piece of my heart dies,
Knowing that I may have been the cause,
If you were to leave, fulfil someone else's dreams,
I think I might totally be lost.

You don't ask for no diamond rings,
No delicate string of pearls,
That's why I wrote this song to sing,
My beautiful girl.

Lyrics:
City and Colour - The Girl

The Sleeping Sickness

I awoke
Only to find my lungs empty
And through the night
So it seems I'm not breathing
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down

And I'm afraid
To sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?

I've become
A simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea
I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole
oh, how I'm breaking down

Oooohhh my life

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be this misery will suffice?

Lyrics:
City and Colour - The Sleeping Sickness

Wednesday 17 November 2010

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


Lyrics:
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

Baby, What If...

Do you think if I met somewhere else and not here
Would you fall for me?
Would we ever go on our first date?
Would we ever have our first kiss?
Would things be the same as they are now?

Was this meant to be?

Saturday 13 November 2010

No Es Amor

Yo no he dormido nada
Y ya es de madrugada
No mas pensando en como voy hacer te mi mujer
Tu beso me enlocese
Y no entiendo como crece
Este amor profundamente no lo puedo sostener
Son las cinco de la manana
Y no puedo dormir
No mas pensando en como estar junto a ti
Me siento inútil sin ti
No se que voy hacer si no estas aqui

Friday 12 November 2010

3 Weeks and 4 Days

You and I together, it just feels so right.
No matter what happens
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go.

Your Song

You say
"I have written a song for you.
It's my way of showing you that you mean a lot to me."


I get teary eyed. No ones ever written a song for me before.

Could this be a start of something good?

Tuesday 9 November 2010

Unthinkable




Moment of honesty
Someones gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell u all that comes to me
If u have something to say
U should say it right now...

U give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
It's become something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it


I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby?
If we do the Unthinkable will it make us look crazy?
If you ask me I'm ready

I know u said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be..."
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually
If we gonna do something about it
We should do it right now

U give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
It's become something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it


I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby?
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy?
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready

Why give up before we try?
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I can't compare
I'm suspended it the air
Won't u come be in the sky with me?


I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby?
If we do the unthinkable will it make us look crazy?
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin
If you ask me I'm ready

All these things I hate

Torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feelin' this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me, yeah
All these things i hate revolve around
Me, yeah
Just back off before i snap.

Monday 8 November 2010

Goodbye, apathy

I can't sleep now,
No,
Not like I used to
I can't breathe in and out like I need to
It's breaking ice..
Now, to make any movement
What's your vice?
You know that mine's the illusion
And all at once
(as i'm trying)
I can help you out
(just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need
(I kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye apathy.

The Reasons

I don't know what you're thinking
As you lie awake in your bed
What's on your mind?
What's in your heart?

The reasons
Why you can't fall asleep at night

I tell you:
I wanna be there for you
Every step of the way
Maybe I can help, just don't know
How to...


*listening to Deftones - Sextape*

Friday 5 November 2010

Fireworks

"Oh, all I see is fireworks
Oh, every night it's fireworks
Oh, all I see is fireworks
Takin' off like oh-ah-oh-oh"

Drake featuring Alicia Keys - Fireworks

*

Then you asked me out on a Date
Friday night, 8pm.. sounds good?

Is this a dream?

*

There you were, waiting for me
Looking good as usual, but something was different about you that night...
A glow?
Asked you, "Where are you taking me?"
Said, "It's a surprise. Want to show, I care..."

*

So nervous, when I'm with you. Did you feel the same?
Then you held my hand...
It made me smile.

*

"Red Wine or White Wine"

*

There it was, you bought me to the restaurant
'Brasserie Blanc'
Where I could not go: dinner with work colleagues
You said "I brought you here, cause you did not get to come the last time. This time, it's just you & me"

*

Told me
Stories about your embarrassing 19th birthday
Stories about your family
Stories about your mates
Stories about you

*

The Dessert?

*

You held my hand and walked with me
Not too fast, not too slow
If I had to stop time, it would be right about now
Put your warm hands on my waist
And stared into my eyes

Your eyes, they were different than the usual
They were telling me, you wouldn't be anywhere else in the world right now
But with me
Leaned your head to kiss me
Fireworks, was all I could see...

The Bench

You asked me, if all I said that night was true
Thought,
As if I didn't embarrass myself enough the other night
I'll talk about it all over again?
*

You said, you found it easy, just being yourself around me
Easy to talk to someone,
Said maybe,
This is what brings us closer

There's more to you, then just meets the eye
Maybe you'll tell me someday
For now, I'll just be happy, cause I got you by my side
If I can ease your pain somehow
Maybe I could make you smile again...

If its meant to be, it will be
Taking a risk with you and me

Ever




You make that dance look so new
And I'm in awe
A face like you've never seen
I'm yours tonight
So come on
Light the stage
So we can all take off
Anywhere
We'll never come back
Ever

You wear that cast so cool
And I'm in awe
A face like you've never seen before
Around
So come on, yeah
Light the stage
So we can all take off
Anywhere
We'll never come back
Ever

Lie on the stage
You picture all of us everywhere
We'll never come back
Ever

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Team_Sleep

Thursday 4 November 2010

That One Night

I buried my feelings for you, deep inside
And hoped that no one sees through me.

I don't know what you think about me,
Me - The plain and the ordinary

I wish I could make you smile again
And your eyes would only look for me
And then you wrap your arms around me
Telling me, everything is gonna be okay

You were not meant to know
How did I end up telling you?
Why is it, that I always end up telling you
All the unnecessary thoughts of my own?
But, I don't want you to forget about me.

Yeah, this is only just a dream.

The Train Journey

The day, when everything was going wrong for me
I was losing my mind and the Gods were not on my side
Heading home, only wishing i could leave everything behind
Only to come back to it the next morning

Then there you were on the station
Standing there among other people, but my eyes only saw you
Gathered up every bit of courage I could find to talk to you
Only to make a fool of myself

The thought of you with someone else crushed my heart
Then I saw you smile, talking about your big plans for the future
With her beside you
There was no stopping you...

Realized at that moment, rather be your friend
Cause you were too precious for me lose
I'll be happy as long as you're close to me
As long as you're close to me

I could wish upon a shooting star
To keep you happy, always.

The Awesome [You]

Do you know about that feeling:
when you see that special someone
and the whole world stop spinning?

When I saw you, everything else was a blur.
Your smile was brighter than a thousand Suns.

And then, there were your eyes
They told a different story.
Probably I could never find the right words
Right words to describe this amazing feeling
The moment when I saw you


There's something about you.