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Sunday, 21 August 2011

You Don't Know My Name... Will You Ever Know?




Baby, baby, baby
From the day I saw you
I really really want to catch your eye
There's something special 'bout you
I must really like you
Cause not a lotta guys are worth my time
Ooo baby, baby, baby
It's gettin kind of crazy
Cause you are takin over my mind
And it feels like oooooo
But you don't know my name
And I swear it feels like ooooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)

Oh baby baby baby
I see us on our first date
You're doin everything that makes me smile
And when we had our first kiss
It happened on a Thursday
Ooooo it set my soul on fire
Ooo baby baby baby
I can't wait for the first time
My imagination's runnin wild
It feels like ooooo
You don't know my name
And I swear it baby, it feels like oooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)

"I'm sayin, he don't even know what he's doin' to me
Got me feelin' all crazy inside
I'm feelin like"
Owww! Ooooo Oooooo
Doin more than I've ever done for anyone's attention
Take notice of what's in front of you
Cause did I mention you're 'bout to miss a good thing
And you'll never know how good it feels to have all of my affection
And you'll never get a chance to experience my lovin'
Cause my lovin' feels like ooooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know
And I swear it feels like oooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Ohhh

Will you ever know it, no no no no no
Will you ever know it?
"I'm gonna have to just go ahead and call this boy.
Hello? Can I speak to -- to Michael?
Oh hey, how you doin?
Uh, I feel kinda silly doin' this,
But um, this is the waitress from the coffee house on 39th and Lennox
You know, the one with the braids?
Yeah, well I see you on Wednesdays all the time
You come in every Wednesday on your lunch break, I think
And you always order the special, with the hot chocolate
And my manager be tripping and stuff
Talking bout we gotta use water
But I always use some milk and cream for you
Cause I think you're kinda sweet.
Anyway you always got on some fly blue suit
'n your cufflinks are shining all bright
So, whatchu do? Oh, word? Yeah, that's interesting
Look man, I mean I don't wanna waste your time but
I know girls don't usually do this,
But I was wondering if maybe we could get together
Outside the restaurant one day
Cause I do look a lot different outside my work clothes
I mean we could just go across the street to the park right here
Wait, hold up, my cell phone's breakin up, hold up
Can you hear me now? Yeah
So, what day did you say?
Oh yeah, Thursday's perfect, man:."
And it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Baby Baby I swear it's like oooooo
You don't know my name, no no no
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
And it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
And I swear on my mother and father it feels like
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know?)




Tuesday, 2 August 2011

Monday, 20 June 2011

Plan B



Sometimes, when things are not going your way... maybe it's a good idea to step back and relax. you might be trying too hard...

there is only so much you can do at times. it's out of your hand to fix things.

so imma take this opportunity and let go of things. maybe god has a much bigger plan for me.

:-)

Friday, 10 June 2011

time.






note to myself:
remember to smile, even when you are in pain.
it bloody confuses your mind.
it assumes you are on cloud 9

besides, no one really likes a grumpy squishy ^^

Monday, 23 May 2011

He's Dead, Jim!


learn something new everyday.

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

fact #41

a group of pandas is called a cupboard.
" No matter how much we look back at the past, we never go back. We can not change what has already happened "

Found this song while browsing on YouTube, thought I needed to share this with the world.

Much love,
Squishy x

guilt

Saturday, 14 May 2011

Panda


PANDA by ~tehpinkranger on deviantART

Panda

Possibly the greatest animal that God put on this earth. Usually very cute and cuddly, they generally spend their lives eating bamboo and sitting on their haunches. Their population is very low due in part to the fact that they are too lazy to have sex.

And the Lord came unto the Earth and made the Panda to his likeness. And HE spake, saying, "Thou shalt be of a cheery disposition and be loved by all." And the Lord smiled upon the Panda and gave it a branch of bamboo. (Panda 13:22)

And the Lord came unto the cheery Panda and spake, saying, "Although thou art a peaceful critter, thou shalt defend yourself furiously when attacked and rippe the limbs from thine enemies and make them wish they had never been born..." (Panda 15:10)

For You Mum & Dad

Thank you for believing in me, even though I got a long way to go.

Friday, 13 May 2011

Friday the 13th

Fact #13

wherever you are on the planet, you are never more than 4 hours away from a panda.

Monday, 9 May 2011

You

I thought my life was messed up, until I heard his side of story...
It bought tears to my eyes
How can anyone be in pain?
Was it possible to go through it all, all by yourself
And still be sane?

Maybe not...

I wanted to give him a big hug and tell him it's gonna be okay...
Tell him,
We are gonna make it to the end.

Sunday, 8 May 2011

Ramsey The Welshman

Aaron Ramsey

Scoring his first Premier League on 01st May 2011 against Manchester United.




He's playing Stoke City, where he was injured by Shawcross.

Let's hope he scores one today and make it square with the Potters.

Sunday, 17 April 2011

Foolish

Foolish is probably the only word that describes me best
For I still yearn for your touch when I know the truth
That you' never be mine again.

The memories of you lies fresh in my head as if it was yesterday. Oh how foolish am I? When I know the only feeling you have for me is hate?

Tell me Panda, what do I do to make this pain go away?

Friday, 15 April 2011

Heart breaker?

"You might mistake me for a heartbreaker
'cause there is blood on the floor"

Wednesday, 6 April 2011

Monday, 4 April 2011

Fool Yourself

"You can only fool yourself for so long.
Wake up in the morning next day and its gone"

Sunday, 3 April 2011

Happy Mothers Day Mama!

Mum can do lots of things..
She can make a home
feel twice as homely...

and make the world feel
a little less lonely...

she's is lots of fun
in a caring way...

and always knows just what to say...


... she can lift your spirits,
help you feel tall...

and you are not just a brilliant mum

YOU ARE THE BEST OF ALL!





Love you loads, mother...

Friday, 1 April 2011

99 Problems But a Bitch Ain't One!


If your having girl problems
I feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems
But a bitch ain't one!

Hit me!



Big up Jay Z (Y)

Time to go, adiós

And Blast Off Like a Satellite




So can we get a systems go
And blast off like a
Satellite, satellite
Long till the minus 10 [T minus 10]
Headed straight for the
Twilight Twilight

Monday, 28 March 2011

The Frog Prince



The Frog & The Prince




The Frog Prince, 14th February 2009.

Sunday, 27 March 2011

Sand, Sea and Sea-shells - Goa 2011

BLANKAAAA




Sorry, I haven't been scribbling much lately. Starting off the month I was really excited: Mummy's birthday on 17th March, placement nearing end (very soon!) and for the Summer woooooh! I've been really stressed lately and had tons on my mind resulting in lack of sleep, appetite and gyming which was a recipe for disaster. I was taken to A&E soon, where the vampires drained me off my blood. So after 14 hours of nightmare, I was allowed to go home :D wooo!

And so my mummy's birthday was more off her taking care of me and not the other way round. In my head I had a dinner planned out - my mummy's favourite Indian dishes with some sweet dessert and a yummy buttercream sponge cake to finish off the grand day. The day ended with me tucked to bed by my mummy with a good night kiss on my forehead. I felt pathetic. All I give my family is sadness and misery.

Getting over that rubbish feeling, I now feel invincible, at least I think I am. Lately I have been feeling rather odd, strange feelings take over me. Even when things are bad, somehow I feel I need to smile. This is the only way out.

If I convince myself that things are good, life will be better.

I am looking forward to Summer. End of placement. Lots of BBQ's and Picnics. Seeing my Bristol friends again. Summer Love <3

PS - I think I am naturally awesome at Street Fighter IV! HAA!! & The Panda has lost one of its Converse! :-/

Tuesday, 8 March 2011

Tune of the day :D CEE LO GREEN! + 150 Days until Freedom!!

I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!

I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough, I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!

Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
ha , aint that some shit?
ain't that some shit
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!



On the same note,

Sunday, 6 March 2011

It's Led Me On To You



It's happening soon
It's happening soon,
Its scent has been blowing in my direction.
To me it is new
To me it is new,
and it's not gonna change for anybody.
And it's gonna be our last memory,
And its led me on, and on to you.
It's got to be here,
Tt's got to be there,
It's gotta be now or I'll lose forever.
To me it is strange,
This feeling is strange,
But it's not going to change for anybody.
And it's gonna be our last memory,
And its led me on and on to you.

Accuse me,
Trust me, I never knew,
That you were the one, you were the one, oooh.

And it's gonna be our last memory,
And it's led me on, and on to you.
And it's gonna be our last memory,
And it's led me on, and on to you. You.


Lyrics:
Muse - Fillip

Oh I'm so in love with this band! <3

Saturday, 5 March 2011

Ethical or Professional? You Decide

Sometimes there are issues that are handled way differently to what you would do. And you find this very disturbing, what do you do then?

You were only hired cause you are a girl.


or the best one (in my opinion!)
You are a morale booster to the team


To me these comments are BS! I will prove to everyone I am not just a girl, but a good Software engineer. I did promise the Panda that I will do better than him, when he was an intern here. I still stand by it. Got diverted for sometime, but back on track now. Tougher than ever before.

Watch out for me panda!

Friday, 4 March 2011

36 Red Cards in One Game?


A referee has set a record by showing 36 red cards in a single game, dismissing all the players, substitutes and coaches.

The crazy scenes occurred in the fifth tier of Argentinean football between rival teams Claypole and Victoriano Arenas.

Referee Damian Rubino would later file his match report, in which he saw fit to serve every player with a red card, along with a further 14 people, a mixture of subs and coaches.

Victoriano Arenas manager Domingo Sganga, discussing the manic scenes in Buenos Aires, was quoted as saying: "They wanted to kill me". Meanwhile his opposite number Sergio Micielli says the referee overreacted to the brawl: "Most players were trying to separate people. The ref was confused".

Rubino's red cards could yet be overruled by the local FA according to reports.


Click here to read more from The Independent.

Sunday, 27 February 2011

U, Me Aur Hum



The bollywood remake of The Notebook: U, Me Aur Hum (U, Me and Us) will definitely make you cry if the notebook did not manage to do so. * sobs * Such a beautiful movie.

L'attente se poursuit



It was probably one of the most disappointing matches I have seen so far. Carling cup final between Arsenal v/s Birmingham City at Wembley. Urgh, it was painful. First half, Arsenal did not come together as a team, as a result B'ham scored in 28'. But soon the awesome Robin Van Persie equalized in 39' and what a beautiful goal it was. To be honest, there were some good shots by Nasri in the first half but clearly B'ham was a better team here. HT score was 1-1. This all was gonna change in the second half. Arsenal dominated the second half, Ben Foster was a busier goal keeper than Szczesny. Wiltshere's shot hit the cross bar and couple of other shots between Nasri, Van Persie and Arshavin. But it all came down to the 89' error by Koscielny and Szczesny cost us the Carling cup. Booom and it was over.

O well, time to move on. FA Cup against Leyton Orient on Wednesday, Sunderland at home on Saturday and Barcelona at Camp Nou.

In summary, the wait for the silverware at Arsenal continues.

PS: Congrats to B'ham City on winning the Carling Cup, you guys have waited far longer than Arsenal.

Saturday, 26 February 2011

YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

Spent all of the Friday night doing coursework instead of going and getting myself drunk. Then woke up 7am on a Saturday to finish this bloody damn coursework and this piece of shit laptop decides to die on me.

Argh! As if I have not got enough work to do? Got LTFS requirement document to be handed on Monday, Assessment Centers all week, ProfPractice deadline this Thursday ...

Ah, FML! =[

Friday, 25 February 2011

The Beginning of the Weekend

YESSIRR!



KUYTT!

Last night I thought this a brilliant goal for Liverpool. There had been other chances for Ngog and others in the game.

This photo was like the icing on the victory cake.

Thursday, 24 February 2011

If I Had All The Money in the World..

"You know, if I was super rich I’d buy things I didn’t like just to destroy them. Like Sp*rs. I’d sack Harry and make John Sitton manager. And insist he play 8 up front. And fly keeper. And pay him so much money he couldn’t possibly argue with me."


Credits: Arseblog: A Tuesday meh with some added meh.

Wednesday, 23 February 2011

Converse Love 1.2

Uniqueness

Lately, I've been trying to make sense of things in my life so far... stuff happens for a reason, I believe so. I also believe you meet certain people for a reason. Well that's life! I have this weird ability to absorb everything around me. Sometimes consciously, mostly subconsciously. I do often feel quite lost about who I really am. I do feel thou, however that I haven't found myself yet. I feel like I'm living someone else's life, someone else's dream.

What makes you unique? The clothes you wear? The music you listen to? The friends you hang out with? Your intellect? Your hobbies? I don't know. Yet.

Sunday, 20 February 2011

Without Wax

The encrypted file has no decryption
that's how am I so affectionate to you
challenging to the Bergofsky principle
what my love without wax all through

Saturday, 19 February 2011

The Swan Lake

As a Valentine's gift this year, my sister and her boyfriend invited me along to watch Tchaikovsky's Swan Lake. It was performed by Russian State Ballet of Siberia who are currently on UK tour for 2011. One word: mesmerizing! It was beautiful to watch the ballet dancers to perform with such grace. It was rather fun, to watch the Prince and Swan Queen dance by the swan lake. I never thought I would enjoy ballet, but the whole experience was extra-ordinary! :D

So yeah, all of you out there if you haven't watched ballet, don't decide you don't like it if you haven't watched!


I'm a Rocketeer

Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there, that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm rocketeer

I'm Coming Home

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
(I’m back baby)
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
And you, the dreams are for you

I hear “The Tears of a Clown”
I hate that song
I feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I’m gone
What am I ‘posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he’s grown
Sh-t! But I aint finished growing
Another night the inevitible prolongs
Another day another Dawn
Just tell Taneka and Taresha I’ll be better in the morn’
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the World I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the World that I’m coming

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

Arsenal's First Leg Win Against The Might Barca

#Arsenal - A fightback built on composure. Camp Nou awaits. on Twitpic

Let's celebrate for now, the first well deserved win.
The second leg for the UEFA Champion's League can wait.

Dear Sister, I Miss You

Tuesday, 15 February 2011

Lie

And maybe everything I believed in was a lie.
A figment of my imagination.
Nothing is real, or so it seems.
But I continue to live in this surreal world.
And continue to believe what I believe to be real.

*

And doesn't my hard work count towards nothing?
I am trying so hard, still it doesn't seem to be good enough for you?
However, I shall not give up!
I'm so close to the finishing line.
If I give up now, everything I worked for would go to waste.
Endurance is probably the key right now.

This is my message to you:
"Quit talking and bring it!"

Four Floors - Sunday Girl

We left on a note, but no ones singing.
Better off alone.
Made no excuses, you made your escape.
No explaination. How dare you.
Out of my bed and off down the stairs.
The back of your head was a clear view.

Monday, 14 February 2011

St Valentine's

Happy Valentine's Day dear Panda,
May you find Love this coming year <3


... Best wishes, Me x

Sunday, 13 February 2011

Inspiration



When I looked at you, I stood in awe
You inspired me.
Felt I need to be someone
If I need to be on par with you, I need to give my best.
It still holds true.
And now with my days numbered, I am gonna give it my all.
Be the best, not for anyone
But for me.
You will always inspire me, Panda.

The Loudest Yeller

"I ain’t the world’s best writer,
ain’t the world’s best speller
But when I believe in somethin,
I’m the loudest yeller"


( W O O D Y G U T H R I E )

Saturday, 12 February 2011

Gnomeo & Juliet

This has to be one of the cutest movie ever! Shakespeare's tragic love story could not get better.

My favourite movie moment would be when Juliet finds Gnomeo under the moonlight in a garden trying to find a flower and Gnomeo falls for her cuz of her ninja moves.



Then there's other characters - Paris (he's adorable with his geek glasses! :P), Nanette (Juliet's best friend - a frog), Featherstone (a plastic flamingo) and Mankini gnome (he's hilarious!!)

Friday, 11 February 2011

Never give up

You pick up your gloves and fight. This is your fight. 
You pick your side and fight. 
This is your only chance. 
Your pride is on the line now. 
And you pick up your gloves and fight.

Miss you

I'm sitting here surrounded by so many people yet feel so alone. Laughing and smiling, having a whale of a time. There is a part of me wishing you were here. Things are never gonna be the same like before. Somehow, for some reason. I miss you. 

Thursday, 10 February 2011

Converse Love!

So there I was, minding my own business waiting for my 18:01 London Paddington train at Bristol Parkway and the station was crowed with loads of office workers who probably just finished work just as anyone else. With music blaring through my headphones, I was in my own little world when you bumped into me. Then everything went into slow motion...

*there you were apologizing to me profusely, and I was in a trance??! (Good timing!)
and you were wearing these AWESOME STUDDED CONVERSE! <3 Those were like the most amazing converses I ever saw in my entire life! Tall, blue eyes, blonde, purple hooded pretty face*



I will probably never ever see you again *sigh* if i ever do, i shall remember to ask your pretty name!
TAKE A DIRRTY PICTURE FOR ME
TAKE A DIRRTY PICTURE!

=]

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

Pretty, Pretty Please Don't You Ever, Ever Feel Like Your Less Than F**kin' Perfect

Oh How I Missed The Hardcore Student Life

Hours of sleep in past 3 days: 6
Coffees drank is past 12 hours: 12
Coke cans emptied in past 24 hours: 8
Report (word count) - 2345
Logbook (word count) - 2421
Stress level (ATM) - 67.3%


*note to myself - be vigilant when boarding trains. Almost got on Manchester Piccadilly train, thank god for the train manager who was a nice bloke! =O *
What are we gonna do with you Liz?

Tuesday, 8 February 2011

Scribbles 3.14

So, I was talking to my brother Kevin about our holidays back in Goa and how I ate like a pig which resulted in me gaining obscene amount of weight.

Kevin goes to me, "you wont believe how much weight I lost in the past four weeks".
I was like, hang on: "you were in ALL the restaurants and take aways that I went to. How on earth you lost weight? :-/"
He goes: "I lost like 9KG, its insane. I'm down to 53KG now!!!! "

(in my head)
*my jaw drops.... *
I am heavier than my brother?
Thats it!
I am going to the gym, from tomorrow for every single day for the rest of my life!
O_o

Monday, 7 February 2011

Ze Pandaaa (L)



A birthday present by Justin Bieber =] LOL jk!

andddd JELLY BEANS! =)

Friday, 4 February 2011

It's Time To Let It Go



Story of my life?

I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so nevermind

I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so nevermind
And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger
Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a nigga
But soon for a nigga it be on, mu’fucka
‘Cause all the bullshit, it made me strong, mu’fucka

Lyrics:
Lil Wayne - Drop The World

Fuck-ups

If you knew half the things going in my life you probably won't hate me as much. 
I know you hate me now. And I don't blame you at all. 
I've been acting nothing but crazy! 
I apologize for everything I have done so far. 
I truly am sorry. 
For you I have got nothing but regret. 
I regret meeting you. 

It's time for me to end this chapter of my life. I been so angry with myself for being so pathetic. But I had enough of all this. Family fuck-ups and your bullshit. 
I'm done. 

Wednesday, 2 February 2011

Charlie Skacore..!

So while on my way to work this morning, humming to The Story - 30 Seconds to Mars I came across this graffiti?

It had written JOSH on top of Charlie Skacore, it wasn't Josh that attracted my attention. It reminded me of Johnny Bravo =] an animation I used to watch when I was 5!



Guess, you just need to look harder and there are pretty little things all around you :-) in all shapes and sizes!

Tuesday, 1 February 2011

Do you know Panda,

It was prolly a huge mistake that we went out. Something we shouldn't have done. Cause now we got nothing left. I miss my old friend. It was so easy to talk to him. I could empty my heart out and never regret it.

I'm still here, same ol me. My life is the same - prolly even more painful now. Feel so broken.
And I can't talk to anyone.
I don't think I miss us being together.

Just having someone to talk to, was more than enough.

But now, I have lost both: my best friend and my boyfriend.

I really miss talking to you.

Crimson red

Pieces of broken glass
Even if you try so hard to put the pieces together
You end up, hurting yourself
Crimson red.

Monday, 31 January 2011

Will Miss You, Stinson!

And so, today was a big day for me.

It's Mum and Dad's 29th Wedding Anniversary today. Gosh, time does fly by. Doesn't it? I'd love to say that it feels just like yesterday that mum and dad got married (LOL, I wouldn't know tbh, I wasn't even born then :P) May god bless them both with many more years ahead, good health, peace, and may they love each other more everyday.

Today, one of my very good mate decided to move to the City from here as he got this big job with a very big salary. Guess good things come in all shapes and sizes huh? All the best wishes from me to you Barney Stinson :-) yeah, you shall be missed a lot!

Also, I actually might have a house to live in Brizzle city for next year! Woop! :-) It's a pretty little 3-bed house with a nice little back garden (where we can BBQ's and loads of drunken times! :D oh yea.. )

I was also given this big project to me by my mentor. I am pretty excited to be honest. Feels like I could use a challenge right now! Bring on the LTFS! :D

Although I'm gutted Torres is leaving Liverpool for Chelsea. I mean, why?
Click here..

HOWEVER...
... this has been a good start of the year :D and I got a feeling, it's only gonna get better.

Goodbye dear panda-bear

Look how the stars,
How they shine for you...
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow...

Friday, 7 January 2011

You're a Jerk!

You been nothing but a jerk
I cannot honestly believe that I fell for you
I deserve so much better
To be treated right more than anything.

There's prolly a very good reason why you are so twisted.

Tuesday, 4 January 2011

This is the very end.

We've finally reached the end of the road
The end of Us.
It was nice meeting you,
And if ever we meet again in the future
I'd want to see you smile.

Broken heart

Oh how I loathe thee
Hate couldn't sum up in words
Thy broke my heart today
And from this moment on
I will live
Only to loathe thee
Until you find love
True love
Who you shall lose
Cause of your selfishness
I will be here 
Waiting for revenge 
For my broken heart. 

Monday, 3 January 2011

Scribbles 1.1

I don't understand why I'm heartbroken
When I thought you were the perfect one
Now look what you have done
You left me broken and empty inside
Tears slide
I'm the one left with a broken heart.

Saturday, 1 January 2011

New Years Resolutions

1. Be happy no matter what life throws at me.
2. Stop being so bloody transparent when it comes to your emotions
3. Get a full UK driving license
4. Never ever give your heart to a guy - he will break your heart no matter what.
5. Do well in placement year and defo get the "The" title. *This is war now*
6. Also do well in final year - anything below a first is totally unacceptable.
7. Grow up and act my age - you're not bloody 17 anymore!


Happy new year 2011. May this year bring you peace, good health and lots of love you way!
The year 2010 - milestones 

January
A new year, new beginning I thought. Break up with my very short term relationship with Frazer was prolly a good start of the year already. But my exams suffered as a result of it. But after the exams, we had a massive piss up. Mostly to drown our sorrows of whether we are gonna pass or fail them. 
Also had an interview at Hewlett packard for a summer internship which was to begin during Easter. 
Who ever knew that I'd be working as an intern for my placement year as a result of replying back to one very dodgy volunteering email. 

February 
St. Valentine's - received an anonymous present from a secret admirer. See side photo ->
Tinny Tempah live! What a night that was! It was prolly the same night I met tubby! Lol. Good times. 

March
Coursework and more coursework >.<

April
Summer placement at HP! Woop woop! :-) learnt a lot from it. Ruby, XML! 
And there I saw you for the first time... 
Shibby's birthday - another year another birthday. More of a reason to get pissed! 

May
Emma n Anselm visit from Aussies
Random Cardiff visit on the bank holiday :epic! 

June
Accounting social piss up but ending up in Thekla lol
Met a lot of random people there one of them being Maggie's flatmate err yeah lol
WORLD CUPPPP!!! Woooop Portugal! =D

July 
Start of an epic placement year - there I met you again! 
Intern BBQ :-)

August
Lukes bday - oh what a legendary night that was! Awesome night with the brown house crew with lukey turning 21! Defo the awesomest party of 2010!

September
Yeh not much happened here.

October
Family visit to London - was really good seeing family and London town!
22 Oct - ramshackle x
Halloween - was epic! Another good night out. 

November 
01 Nov :-)
Josie's visit to UK! and was really good seeing her! Lots of fun times with her! 

December 
20 December - 50 days :-)
Christmas dinner with my family x
30 December - you tell me that you're not looking for a long distance relationship...